Friday, September 8, 2023
Mom every day without you in it has been like walking through the dark without a flash light. Every horror movie I watch I wait to hear you go boo. Every time I pick up the pencil I can't seem to make more than a few lines. You were my heart as much as I was yours. I miss our tea times. Times we would cook together, plan out new recipes to try, you playing peekaboo with simba. Catching him sleeping on your head keeping it warm. All the laughs. Those beautiful moments we would sit outside viewing the world and pointing out the beauty. Us doing silly things when we were both to weak to do it but did it anyway to laugh and uplift our spirits like dancing in the rain,playing in the snow, and being yelled at by neighbors because we would howl at the moon. Even the times we would just scream to let the sadness out. I'm so blessed to have you as my mom. All the memories, all the overcoming obstacles together. I know you are still guiding me I just wish you were still here. Mom I love you so much.
